Hello everyone! How are you guys doing? I hope you all are safe and healthy. Honestly, I am writing this blog just to let out my anxiety and restless thoughts about current events that are happening right now. The world right now is mess and that too a mess beyond everyone’s imagination. This is a freaking apocalyptic nightmare coming true to life. Okay, maybe I am over exaggerating this. Maybe I am not. I don’t know anymore.
Seriously, what the hell is happening? This year started on such a good note of there being finally a vaccine but right now, in my country the condition is worse than the previous year. It is a chaos and that too never ending kind. It’s making me feel all kinds of feeling. Fortunately, none of my family members have been exposed to the infection (touch wood) but the rate at which it is affecting is so high that its just a matter of time. I am very scared. And this is just personal right now the condition is so bad that there aren’t enough qualified personnel and also enough ventilators and oxygen cylinders that could give some relief. The scarcity of oxygen cylinders is such plight that people are actually fighting like cats and dogs to provide one to their infected family members. To make it even more worse there is shortage of beds as well as of medicines that are required to combat covid-19 infection. People actually died just because they couldn’t get treatment on time. It is very scary out there. There’s a lot more that I want to write about but I am just overwhelmed.
It is also making me angry and frustrated. I keep thinking why did this happen? Why aren’t people listening? What is the meaning of all this? How did it come to this? How did it start? Why weren’t we more careful? I just can’t seem to make sense of anything. And I am trying really hard to. I know that this has been happening since before the pandemic but that doesn’t mean it has not affected me. It has. Significantly. It’s just that the people are dying in record numbers and it’s happening at an alarming rate. And it doesn’t have to end up that way.
The people who succumb to the infection die a lonely death without having their loved ones by their side. It’s painful way of dying. It must be painful to lose anyone like that. I don’t think anyone deserves that kind of death. It’s scary and unnecessary.
I know that health care workers are giving their all but they are also carrying a heavy burden. For the first time in their career they don’t know what to do nor do they time to process anything. It’s scary for them too. They must have never imagined this in their career. I am sure half of them are wishing that they weren’t doctors right now. I hope they are safe as well because they aren’t then we wouldn’t have anyone to take care of us.
Lastly, lot of people have lost lot of things, some their livelihood , some their loved ones and not had the chance to be with them in their last moments. To be honest it’s the worst, but let me tell you that you are stronger than this and you will come out of this. Sending healing energies to you all. Stay safe.
Thank you for reading until the end. Love you.